I know, I disappear again. It seems like I haven't bloged a lot so far. Not good at all. I'm sure everyone miss me. Thanks Lutchi for checking back on me. What have happened since march is that I had practise at a local café where they serve healthy, close produced and ecological food buffet. During that time I was supposed to write my paper but after several mistakes I have now the whole summer to try to doing it. it won't be easy as I have a summer course about FOOD AND CLIMATE from an ethical perspective and also I will be visiting relatives in China for a month. So it will be fun, nervous and stressful.
I don't even remember what I have done for the last 2 weeks but this week my practice has started and I have began with studying about TEA.
I have been reading half of the book about teas and my head is spinning around. I have contacted the person for the small company where I will help her with a food matter and requested to practice there for free for 3 hours 2 days in a week, just to get myself some time learning. In mean while I'd try to get some retail happiness but I fail at that too. I haven't found something I really want. On the other hand I have gone out dining during lunch time just to get some breaks and myself out of the house.
The last time I came and posted was like for 3 weeks ago..., I know I said I might have come back but still haven't gotten my butt to sit and write. For these past weeks I have been planning a little, hoping the confusion about practice and the essay will be more clearer but still I feel like I'm confused as when I began with this. I have spent some time with my family during weekends and last weekend I was working a little. I have been planning and done an online club birthday celebration, had meetings and began to swim again.
This week feels like destroyed somehow, don't ask me why I feel it. Nothing online interests me at all. I'd just want to be cheered up and when I want that I'll always end up watching animé or listen to music. This time I was watching animé and it left me with a restlessness and cravings for more of the animé serie I was watching. I just want more Kuroshitsuji!!! I just want to talk with someone and sadly none is chatting with me.
For someone who hasn't seen this doesn't understand why I want more episodes.